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rantis / maryland guy / etc. "don't ever let anyone tell you you deserve that" -wake, the antlers

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(before this, i want to point out that jack is deleting tweets, going from around 3.9k to 2.8k last night). cw for rape and other dark subject matters. these are the things he's tried to hide. please look through this account and @mals_throwaway

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i don't have bad intentions i'm just not very mature and i get i'm bound to fuck up here and there

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i don't plan on deactivating but i understand that airing out my own personal struggles and grievances was a bad decision, i'm not sure whether if it'd be better to keep that post up for archival reasons or to take it down considering it doesn't serve much of a purpose

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@orphanrabies yeah, i understand their concern but most of that post was just testimony and me talking about my own struggles. i feel like the criticism should lie on me airing that out rather than trying to disprove my own self-destructive tendencies, i don't get why it'd be so far a stretch

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i don't pay attention to kiwi but apparently there's some concern around the hair ripping? it was both cutting and ripping, i'm sorry if i didn't make that clearer, i responded to someone who asked the other day and clarified saying it was both.

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understand if you don't deal with it yourself but my extremes are very different from most people

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it wasn't with the intention of being dishonest i genuinely just grouped together my trichotillomania & excessive grooming because they're both things i struggle with and were both very self-destructive. i have OCD and i do these things to the extremes, i get it's harder to-

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@mf93002 @DannyG215031401 both but mostly ripping

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i tried writing down everything i could remember but here's how birdie has practically traumatized me (1/3)

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can i rant about how this has affected my life irl or would that be unnecessary

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@tylerspinky *everything regarding me i mean

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@tylerspinky yupp he lied about me a lot and about practically everything he said in the vid. we never dated but we were best friends/qpps/etc

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@DannyG215031401 proof is throughout my entire profile from recent. also here's the hair lol

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i literally saved all the hair i ripped out in a grocery bag for 2 years because i thought nobody would believe me if i ever said anything. the only reason i found out i had kidney atrophy was bc i was throwing up bc of stress from him & got a ct scan

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i also do not want to dip my toes in this for much longer because of how busy i am so like

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can i rant about how this has affected my life irl or would that be unnecessary

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this is a genuine question i don't want to be annoying but i've been fucked over so bad because of him and i'm not sure if talking about the effects would only serve to throw a pity party or if it would further show the impact of his actions

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@Wang62810 everyone else on the planet is manipulative and malicious except for him. even when he's suibaiting to guilt trip, he "genuinely wanted to do it" so therefore it's impossible that others were hurt or guilttripped by his actions (sarcasm)

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you say that people have this preconception of you, that they think you're inherently malicious and ill-intentioned, but you absolutely refuse to see those you've hurt as people and extend them the same courtesy of simply humanizing them

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yall will use ANY excuse not 2 believe victims or 2 cause birdie drama over things that r ALREADY OVER. guys im a content creator so actually i never make any mistakes and everything i do is on purpose and im a god w no human fallacies and im lying abt my mental disorders /sarc

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i just think it's funny that

[DAMAGEDCODA6669🌈🔪⭐❤(🍉) @DAMAGEDCODA6969]

yall will use ANY excuse not 2 believe victims or 2 cause birdie drama over things that r ALREADY OVER. guys im a content creator so actually i never make any mistakes and everything i do is on purpose and im a god w no human fallacies and im lying abt my mental disorders /sarc