fatty

recovery/ 17/ Vegetarian/ Avi is me :(

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Weight thread:

[❤️‍🔥 @losingxhope]

talking to someone every single day for hours can be pretty destructive because there will come a day where you don’t speak at all and it’s going to be the loneliest feeling in the world..

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Going to deactivate this account because im improving my mindset& becoming focussed on fitness and muscle growth rather than being sickly skinny. I’m starting to accept myself and become happier with my body.

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Am so conflicted rn it’s unreal 😞

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Been to the gym 4 days in a row& im eating properly, feeling pretty productive 😁

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

18/09/17
5'2"
118lbs/54kg

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Love that according to 3 of these I'm overweight...

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

24/08/17
5'2"
119.8lbs/54.4kg

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Literally fuck everything my anxiety has taken over today and nothing will cheer me up. I want to cry at everything.

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

(I'm trying to tell myself then exercising is gaining muscle& muscle weighs more than fat but it's still bad)

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

11/08/17
5'2"
120.8lbs/54.6kg

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

02/08/17
5'2"
120.2lbs/54.7kg

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

(I had a major set back after this and managed to gain 12lbs😩 has taken me so long to start losing again)

[Lilith @lilithlly]

Sometimes, you love someone so much that not even the truth can change your mind.

[Mollie @mollieeddd]

How brutal is it when u don't feel yourself but u dunno why your feeling like it

[Kates @KatieeeJM]

Confidence level is at an all time low right now. Hate my body, hate my face, hate my hair.

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Everyone around me gives me such low self esteem and then I make it worse

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

Hate the thought of wearing bikinis& I'll have all of my fat jiggling & my scars on my thighs showing... summer is so stressful

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

@anarock I either wear leggings or shorts, but proper gym shorts... socks would annoy the fuck outta me haha

[fatty @ResistOrRegret]

My chest has been heavy all day like I've been trying to suppress a panic attack