This is an apology to myself.
My only 2 goals :
1 - money/work
2- gym
No partying
No drinking
No casual hangouts
Every distraction cut off.
Just sheer focus and a will to improve.
I'll repost this on 1st March 2027 with my results.
Lock in.
sometimes you have to get up and keep doing what you know will get you further especially on the days you don't feel like doing anything. that's where you create a massive difference. your brain will understand what task must be done despite your emotions. wins start pouring.
When you realise that everything is an act, this whole life is a pretend game, everyone is acting and pretending, everything is acting, it becomes quiet funny
Imagine you snap your fingers and every single dream you’ve ever wanted comes true.
Eventually, you’d think of something *else* to want, including not having everything…and be back to square one.
Dissatisfaction is our base programming.
We are the problem, not our goals.
Just forgive people man.
They're a life too, just like you.
They have a life that can end at any time, they eat, sleep, poop, they wake up. They also desire things just like you, to be understood, loved.
Even if they're at fault, just forgive.
it's their first time living too
neuroplasticity works faster under high emotional intensity. if you can resist a craving when it's at its peak, you get a bigger rewiring effect. this is why the hardest moments matter most, they're not setbacks, they're high-voltage opportunities to change.