I just want to be nice to somebody because I’m a worthless piece of shit so at least I can compensate. I need to make friends and stuff but it feels impossible and I’m paralyzed even getting out of bed.
That feeling when you like a character so much you start seeing them in everything. "Oh a plum. Man, I know someone who likes these... what am I doing with my life?"
TTo kiss a rose andDo cut the cord in utero sealed
Delete,repeat alter egos deceived
Eoes she love me if I buy her dreams
Ayes glued to an empty vortex of dreams
Tn echo I call and hope to retrieve
Ahe water is filled to the brim
P small cauldron lets me in
leasure in emptiness