10 years ago if I needed to find an individual who provided a specific or niche service, I could just Google it and find someone's dopey little personal website and I'd give them a call.
Now for every niche service there's 5 different aggregate websites with accompanying app I have to sign up for and log-in to and verify my e-mail with and receive a text code and fill out a 10 minute form about what I'm looking for specifically and I have to use their cursed little in-app chat to contact anyone and the demonic website/app ends up taking 25% commission every time I book someone and all the top matches are not individuals anyway but organizations where THEY have their own fucking system for soullessly matching me with one of their employees and they'll endlessly text me trying to convince me that they're the perfect fit for me if I'm looking for a DIFFERENT service I didn't ask for in the fucking 10 minute form THEY asked me to fill out! And all I get out of this whole tired ordeal is more spam in my inbox.
Even if I find names of people I want to contact on these sinful websites and then I Google them to reach out personally I end up finding nothing but their 17 OTHER listings on competing aggregate apps and/or their linkedin which I have to fucking personally deliver a vial of my DNA to some OTHER data company in order to verify my identity to and I'm just... so over all this.
I used to keep track of all of my log-ins and services I gave my personal data to and I simply cannot anymore. It's a deluge, a blight! I feel so stripped bare of my humanity and anytime I forget where I put my wallet when I'm leaving the house I think about how many hard drives in the world contain the supposedly private information I have so innocently and absentmindedly misplaced.
My body, my mind, and my spirit were not built for this! The days where technology was a tool with which to create for and connect to other humans are slipping away from me! For every phone call that is answered by a machine and every simple tool or device or appliance that I have to "register" to my phone app I lose precious, beautiful seconds of my one and only fleeting life! For every pin number, code, and login I must retain in my mind, a wisp of my soul is displaced to make room!
Humanity is so wonderful, so rich and so pure, it is no wonder that these things which lack it so desperately and aggressively try to steal it!
Jacksepticeye’s video about how the internet is deteriorating our mental health…is just spot on (pls go watch it).
“We can’t even just exist without being dragged into something..”
It really hits home with things going on lately and how much the internet is just a toxic place. We try to do good and spread happiness but it’s met with critique and judgement.
I try and provide a space for ppl to enjoy so they can be connected to a community and not have to worry about the real world for a few hours. But even us content creators have our own battles and it can be hard to be supportive of others when we’re beaten down.
We are all doing our best, understand that. Don’t let the angry voices of the internet be your downfall. Disconnect, seek any and all help you need, and focus on the betterment of you! If nothing else, I believe in you, and we’ll walk this together 💙
So what you're saying is: You like what my friends and I do with our Borderlands video games even more than you like what some of the biggest and best cast and crew of film makers on the planet have done. I'm super flattered! We're working extra hard four you on what's next....
The Jason Universe has been launched.
Described as an initiative to release more ‘FRIDAY THE 13TH’ entertainment, games, immersive experiences and merchandise
(Source: https://t.co/8IrMfFrd6S)
Art is not the jpg on your phone screen, it is expression, process, reflection of soul, and the million little nuances that you couldn’t possibly control about how your mind and body converge when you touch pen to paper. Artists are not being precious or gatekeeping art by decrying AI generated images, art is a human concept, and AI generated images simply cannot… do that.
I’ve been so busy between school and work I’ve been neglecting making YouTube videos. I just released one today and hoping to finish editing another later today. Gonna start focusing on indie horror games once I finish this dead space let’s play