Riley again

22. old account got suspended rems_struggling. ‼️ Trigger warning sh/ed/drug ‼️. block don’t report please 🙏 I’m here to vent mostly

[Riley again @Rileys_path]

Dad says he’s worried about me cause I haven’t left my room in days

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I wanna give up and just do it already man I’m almost 4 months clean but who caressss anymore I know I don’t 😞
It would be so stupid tho

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No one is coming to save me

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@littlefahg47 That would be so cool ngl

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#sharmtwt

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I can see it so vividly in my head

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While they are at church I might give in to my urges we will see I’ll disappoint myself tho if I do

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I’m starting to see things ngl

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Should I drive to get chasers it’s 4am but I wanan drink I don’t wanan think

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Genuinely ending up in hell

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I’m perfect n fine n happy n normal

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@sagespiraling Can try heating pads or a warm bath

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I’ll never be anyone’s first choice

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I’m going to hell

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He did say I have a thigh gap while standing up

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Bf thinks my sister is hotter than me

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It is screaming at me from the grave to revive it please revive me relapse relapse relapse relapse do it do it do it do it
#sharmtwt ( all healed scars :p)

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Highkey just wanna drink n drink n drink n relapse I probably won’t but I probably will

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Idk why I’m back on this side of twt I never rlly left but idk