TW// VENTING.
I know Iām supposed to be the silly rivulet poster who barely even fucking posts, but I have so many things fucking going on that I canāt even operate properly. I know Iām going to regret doing this because no one gives a shit but I canāt suffer in silence atp.
Sorry for sounding like a fucking wimp here I just canāt fucking take this anymore.
I probably wonāt kill myself or do self harm, I just need to get this shit off my chest.
Maybe Iāll post more, if school doesnāt drain the life out of me.
I feel like everything āhorribleā that has happened to me feels so minor in comparison to what everyone else is going through and I genuinely donāt know whatās wrong with me. I probably have several undiagnosed issues but thatās ānot possibleā since Iām a female or some bullshit.
I can barely even relate to the people around me because Iām too scared to make friends and for some reason some of my friends think itās okay to āgatekeepā me and be rude as hell to the other friends I make.
I have literally barely any friends that share my main interests.
Iāve always been the fucking therapist to everyone around me and itās getting to the point where I have to pray someone wonāt kill themself over a minor inconvenience. I feel like I canāt reach out and talk about my problems because I donāt want people to feel what I did.
TW// VENTING.
I know Iām supposed to be the silly rivulet poster who barely even fucking posts, but I have so many things fucking going on that I canāt even operate properly. I know Iām going to regret doing this because no one gives a shit but I canāt suffer in silence atp.
Iāve legitimately nearly killed myself within the last few months, only stopped by the small sense of āI donāt want to do thisā inside my brain. Everything feels like itās against me and I canāt say I will kill myself but it seems like itās slowly becoming more likely.
I saw @fungiposting followed me and I remembered I designed a slugcat based off the bleeding tooth fungus a few months ago⦠have this I guess!! (whooo rare me actually posting???) (I know the anatomy is fucked shhhh)
Is anyone else having trouble posting attacks on Artfight? I filled out everything on the attack form but it wonāt let me post my attacks, I might just be stupid idfk
WHOOPS I KNOW THIS WAS LIKE THREE DAYS AGO AND IVE ALREADY SEEN THE ATTACK⦠I JUST HAVENT TOUCHED TWITTER IN SO LONG⦠BUT LOOK AT MY GUY!!! Thanks once again :33