Mario Tzoc

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[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

I just want to die.
I don't want to be alive.
I'm waiting for that time.
So many thoughts in my mind.
I just want to leave it behind.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

As they say, "there are so many fish in the sea," but neither one of them is interested in me.....

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

4 years I've been single and I'm at a point where I'm forgetting how to love a woman.....

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

Sad boy summer is about to turn into sad boy winter 🥶🥶🥶🥶

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

I love my depression because it makes me who I am.....

But I hate it because it hurts so much......

Love/Hate

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

I tried to fix
For what I missed
I tried to care
And make sure I was there
I tried to say
That my heart didn't break
my heart needed more
But there was nothing at the door

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

Tears keep streaming only making matters worse
Deeper in sorrow I begin to submerse.
I look around wondering what I should do
Trying to get out and to my breakthrough.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

Dark clouds surround the territories of my mind
Many thoughts of deceit come time after time.
All efforts to forget has failed once again,
Where one thought stops another begins.
Echoes of hurt invade my heart
A feeling of loneliness has torn me apart.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

As I walk into the darkness
and the shadows call my name
Rain pours down upon me
They whisper in my ear, my fears
my memories appear
and I'm ashamed.
As tears roll down my eyes
my life flashes by.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

Empty.
Running on air.
No heat, no cold.
No, nothing there.
No taste.
No sound.
No up.
No down.
Just empty.
And blue.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

I know you wish somehow I could explain
I'm Still numb from the pain
And I don't wanna know your name
Please get up and walk away
I don't wana fall in love again
Don't wana start anything that could end

-The Dream

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

So far, so alone, so tired
I’m lying here, resting...
So in vain and so useless
Every time I try walking...
So blue, so wide but so cold
The sky I’m looking…
So emotional, so senseless
This kind of moments...

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

My eyes failed to view a certain perimeter
because it happened to be
found in it.
I was afraid for my eyes to
speak pain in public: so I silently
lowered my head. I failed to tell
my heart something and so my
legs took me home.

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

Lonely be such dark of night
When sleep is but a yearning wish
To dream of sweet companions close
As wine would pair with diner's dish
Lonely do these thoughts i make
That draw my blood of precious life
Replace with stream of flowing pain
To bless my veins with coursing strife

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

My heart can't go on
Love & Heart is dead and gone
Now I know where my heart belongs
My heart belongs underground
Where my heart will never be found
My heart would barely make a sound
A sound of a heart beat

[Mario Tzoc @RMLA11]

My world is hell
And I'm trapped inside
You see me from the outside
But you really don't know what's going on on the inside
For years now,
My faith has run dry
My hope never lasting
and my soul had died