you said ‘goodbye’ to me whenever falling asleep. i hated it more than dying because the night felt like the end of you and me for no reason.
-love is not over
how should i make excuses? i couldn’t do it anyway, so i might as well just make something up and send it. as i turned my eyes, it’s fully colored in gray outside the window. a gray building in a gray city, the gray rain on a gray road. everything in this world is slow.
-rain
my height that increased a bit than before, my voice that became more solid than before. everything is to come back to you. let me now open the map wide, the map that is you. my rehab.
-make it right
the world is a complex, we was lookin’ for love. i was just one of those people, not even believing in true love or whatever but babbling like a habit that i’d love to love.
-outro: her
god i swore to myself that i’d become how you wanted me to be. so many complex but i’m lookin’ for love. i’m fine being my fake self as long as you hold me, because to me you’re the beginning and the end. be the one to finish me.
-outro: her
@jaytten words that i couldn’t let out now flow. the lingering love crawls on my face. for a time, you were my dear but now, the beer tastes only bitter. my heart stained with a belated self-hatred gets emptied even by that wind brushing by.
-outro: tear
what is the real color of the waves? because when they crush they are just white. did you survive the drift okay? can't you just stay as a pebble here? please turn on the moon.
-don't (eAeon ft rm)
dear myself. you must never lose your temperature, because you don’t need to be warm or cold. though i might sometimes pretend i’m good and sometimes pretend i’m evil, this is the barometer of my direction that i want to set.
intro: persona
@BebeS2Bts my heart makes a dry sound. i don’t know if it’s a dream or the reality. my kafka on the shore, please don’t go to the forest over there. my heart still breaks into pieces over you that melt black and flow down. i just want to evaporate away like this.
-butterfly