Much of beauty, both in art and in life, is a balancing of the lines of forward-flowing desire with those of resistance — a gnarled tree, the flow of a statue’s draped cloth.
maybe I also do have trust issues because I cannot fully let a person in but that doesn't mean I don't let anyone in, there's a very select few but I've also realised no amount of attention can make me feel truly happy, i keep wanting more,
I should have given the people who supported me online that same choice. Over the past six years, I have tried to rebuild my life and become a better person.