@madelynn_wx Ughhhh I'm sorry to hear that! I had a 2012 Outback and I definitely got concerned about it later in life (but it didn't break) before I sold it.
so worst case scenario: transmission is toast and I’m likely stuck. this is an insane ask but is there anyone close to Sikeston MO who could give me a lift? or just some recommendations on public transit? I just need to get to an airport asap.