There's a reason why the Bible says "Touch not my anointed, and do my prophets no harm." Be careful who you try to hurt & tear down. God will elevate them right in front of your eyes. When God is for you, it really doesn't matter who is against you.
sometimes you've gotta just lay on your bed and stare at the ceiling and talk to God about everything in life that feels heavy and tell Him that you trust Him even though nothing makes sense right now.