wanted to redo the whole year all over again for the third time i didnt wanna give up on my dream of being a doc and didnt want to have to go to a private uni now i also feel like a useless piece of shit ,
I can ofc acknowledge all of the beauty in the world and the great joys of others that are also happening all the time, but that is how life should be, we should be able to live and love and share and laugh, and so often the pain is so avoidable and unnecessary.