I ended my GBVS run at 17th out of 700 at Combo Breaker. I told myself that I'm not good for so long and have been tackling bad anxiety but I did my best and used that adversity to push through and caused multiple surprises.
Thanks for believing in me. I'll learn to do the same.
I did COVID tests and thankfully all negative. I just got a bad cold so I'm resting up and watching basketball (things aren't looking so good for the Wolves).
Unrelated but I hope Elena is fun. I loved her in IV and it'll be nice to end S2 on a cool character to lead to Season 3 (Capcom, I am no longer asking nicely for Karin, Street Fighter is not whole until Karin Kanzuki is in the roster and is the only one who gets throw loops).
I think emotional development is me getting trolled for 20 minutes by 4 different people in battle hub and thinking about Garfield: The Movie on DVD instead of letting it annoy me.
I am at the awkward post major experience of meeting some of the nicest people and getting offline sets to turning on SF6 online then getting a RQ and three players who one and doned, including one shuffling up and down as the timer went down.
The whiplash is definitely haaard.
That said I'm not going to super be on social media nor on the internet anymore. Not anything bad, just work to be done and social media just is way too fixated on getting me hooked. I'll still be streaming at https://t.co/Q9oheV15QQ and mutuals are free to add me on Discord. <3
I had so much fun. I tried to be available and not just stick around to limited people and I made new friends....? I also finished grad school so I'm so happy I still placed in games despite being months long absence. I will fight for that top 8. I was so close, job's not done.
I'm done being pessimistic and want to return to my optimism and love in others to do the right thing. Moving will be a big thing for I'm going to do my best to fight like hell and do it with kindness as my core, which the only way I know how. I'll make you all proud and loved.
Being 30 pounds thinner made me realize that I can do things I want and the Bocchi cosplay will happen soon. It wouldn't happen without the amazing friends who were there when I needed it most. I've been so pessimistic and the misdiagnosis the past year had me at my lowest but
@baitelephone I felt superpowered when we had the charm synergy. I hope Elphelt Valentine keeps the energy strong, friend. Thank you for hanging out so much with me. I had so much fun getting out of my shell. (:
Everyone who called me pretty today, even people I didn't meet, I hope you know that the consequences to your actions is me smiling for the past 5 hours.