Ronney

people write because no
one listens.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

I hate being so sensitive. I hate being able to detect the slightest change in the way people message me, or talk to me, or look at me. I hate overthinking about it for the whole night. I hate when I can feel someone is slowly losing interest in me.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

nobody tells you that growth doesn't feel like growth. it feels like losing things. people. habits. versions of yourself you actually liked. and you have to trust that what's left is more honest than what was there before.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

Sometimes it feels better not to talk. At all. About anything. To anyone.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

holds you in my mouth perfectly safe between my sharp teeth bc i love you

[Ronney @Ronney0]

What I actually needed was for someone to tell me that it hurt because it mattered. I have found this very useful to think about over the years, and I find that it is a lot easier and more bearable to be sad when you aren’t constantly berating yourself for being sad.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

So often we try to make other people feel better by minimizing their pain, by telling them that it will get better (which it will) or that there are worse things in the world (which there are). But that’s not what I actually needed.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

The temptation to end it all is so fucking strong

[Ronney @Ronney0]

Psychology is not just the study of weakness and damage; it is also the study of strength and virtue. Treatment is not just fixing what is broken; it is nurturing what is best within us.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

But that voice is a liar. You can always bear the pain. It'll hurt, it'll burn like acid in an open wound, but you can stand it. And, as long as you can make yourself go on choosing the pain over the relief, you can keep going.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

I wanted a drink. There were a hundred reasons why a man will want a drink, but I wanted one now for the most elementary reason of all. I didn't want to feel what I was feeling, and a voice within was telling me that I needed a drink, that I couldn't bear it without it.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

to tell me that it hurt because it mattered. I have found this very useful to think about over the years, and I find that it is a lot easier and more bearable to be sad when you aren’t constantly berating yourself for being sad.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

So often we try to make other people feel better by minimizing their pain, by telling them that it will get better (which it will) or that there are worse things in the world (which there are). But that’s not what I actually needed. What I actually needed was for someone

[Ronney @Ronney0]

yea sex is cool but have u ever been treated like a priority instead of just an option

[Ronney @Ronney0]

one of my favorite moments is when I find a song with lyrics that describe my feelings perfectly. I look up the lyrics, and they almost make me cry because of how relatable they are, and I listen to the song on loop for hours on end and get obsessed to the song for a while

[Ronney @Ronney0]

The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

You keep forgiving someone until you unlove them.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

Sometimes, it’s easier to tell a stranger something very personal. It`s like there’s less risk, opening yourself up to someone who doesn’t know you.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

that sick feeling when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from hearing something or seeing something that really breaks your heart

[Ronney @Ronney0]

My four problems:
I overthink,
I over trust,
I over love,
I over care.

[Ronney @Ronney0]

maturing is realizing you were toxic too