Hello, welcome. I'm Rory. I like deer in case you can't tell but that's not a sexual thing for me. Here's the things you're likely to see here that ARE sexual things for me:
Ownership and petplay
Hunter/hunted
Bondage
Extreme sado-masochism
NonCon/DubCon
Kidnapping
Drugs
(1/?)
Holding a knife to a sub's pretty throat. Fear in their eyes, but not in their words.
"I'll die for you if you want."
"Please kill me so I can prove I love you."
They rub against the knife, drawing blood, but where's the fun in that? They can't scream if you cut their throat.
i learned a long time ago that no matter how obvious your hurt is, nobody will ever believe you. it's not convenient for them if your hurt is real. it doesn't matter how much blood you shed or how many tears. it doesn't matter if you're standing on the edge. nobody believes you.
i sometimes find myself wishing she would be crueler to me. not in the kink sense. i wish she would make me feel worthless. i wish she would hurt me. at least that would be something i understand. i don't understand the way she treats me. but part of me obviously likes it.
i refuse to believe that they were bad. they raped me because i deserve it. they didn't abuse me, they were just treating me how i deserve. i love her. i love him. and it explains why she hurts me when she does. i'm just broken. i deserve it.
any value i have alive i would serve better dead. you'll enjoy raping someone who doesn't fight back a lot more. my corpse will serve you better than i do in life.