I’ve poured so much into friendships, family and every connection I’ve cared about. I’m finally stepping back and letting people show me what I mean to them. I’m prepared to walk away from anything that isn’t mutual. I deserve more, better, and at the bare minimum, effort.
I’m so burned out and depressed that I feel like I’m regressing as a person. I’ve lost my ability to communicate and genuinely connect with others. I’m so focused on surviving and staying safe in a chaotic world that I’ve forgotten how to socialize or enjoy life. My personality feels muted, my hobbies are gone, and I feel like an empty shell. trapped in survival mode instead of truly living. & I hate it here
Right now I can’t AFFORD anymore situations in my life that bring out the worst in me. It’s exhausting & requires too much for me to recover from. I need calmness and peace in my life. Anything outside of that I don’t have the capacity for.
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
i love sagittarius
Depression changes you … I’ve never been so emotionally UNSTABLE in my life. One minute I’m happy. Next I’m irritated asf. One day I might wanna kick it. The next ion wanna be bothered. BUT I will say, I appreciate the few that deal with my distance.. my mood swings..