Thoughts in the Head.

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Di nalang ako magsalita

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Hirap kumain ng payapa ba.

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Bakit parang pag ako mahirap

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Kumusta ako?

Okay lang.

Glad you asked.

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Lalake ka, bakit ka iiyak.

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Tears are normal, but the feeling from every drop is different.

Inhale, exhale.

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Here we go again, disappointed at myself.

Until when?

It feels like I'm gonna be like this forever.

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Wanna burst in tears.
Fucking disappointment.
Foolish.

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Maybe I don't deserve her voice or even the strand of her hair.

Fool of me to think of hugging each other will resolve eveything.

Not even the hug was something I felt I deserved.

Fool of me.

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It feels so light crying at him.

No judgement
No questions
No whys

He just listen to your tears.

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I'm tired of being the problem.
I'm disappointed in myself.