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Sarah 🤘🏻 XX EST4LIFE XX
songwriter • lyricist
here for mgk, fan accounts and EST
dorky girl next door with a deep sense of self
LVT 🐾

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@HippyHawking @MODSUN i love everything about this! watching this moment that you both had together is so pure and wholesome. love to see it 💕🫶🏻🤘🏻

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evolved from: i gave you my life ➡️ i need you more than life

title track
TTMD
➡️
more than life ft. glaive
mainstream sellout (life in pink deluxe)

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damn.. he delivers such a personal message in his remix of those lyrics. it makes my heart bleed, gives goosebumps that makes me shiver and eyes that fill up with sadness. he did it in such a transparent and healing way, where i finally felt seen and understood. and personally, that’s literally everything 🖤❤️‍🔥

🎥 @kellskonnection

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a new moon, 11/11 and Friday the 13th all occurring in the same week…
i’m ready for this new cycle 💫

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@fixurfface protecting that third eye 🧿

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shit hit even harder this time
“i’m goin Ryuk with the Death Note, you could die too on this list” 📝
….cause we know the list was made, he checked it twice & is killing off anyone who doesn’t deserve his energy, aura, time or space

JJK - mgk & Yuki Chiba
Los Angeles November 8 2026

[MGK Front Row Queen 👑 @mgk_frq]

JJK… this whole city got f***ed up tonight @machinegunkelly @yukichiba_info

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what sent you to the underworld &
what brought you back?

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new moon in scorpio November 9th

the intentions behind this new moon resonate deeply with my personal life and journey up to this point

specifically these lyrics explain a culmination of only some of my intentions under this new moon

what are yours under this new moon?

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day 1 of this songwriter’s odyssey

offering deeply lived-in poetry,
carved from everything I’ve endured,

in search of the kindred outsider
who thought no one else could speak
the language of their ache—

and whose voice is meant to
carry these words into the world.

✦

they say you gotta keep climbing that mountain
& start to own your own fight

come face to face with all my demons
shed this baggage that was never mine

release the guilt & the shame you hold onto
never yours, but you decided to—take it
on as if it was your own

now you battle demons in the dark
when your all alone

but no one really knows of that
i never let that side show

i’ve been holding onto that
ever since i let it go

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@ryleeestXx Happy happy birthdayyyyy 🫶🏻🤘🏻

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a little ditty for your day 🎶

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“Papercuts” by mgk led me to paint this

~ Let me depict my piece for ya real quick from 2021 ~

Into an invocation of Chiron—
the wounded healer.

A mercurial archetype,
shaped by fracture,
by what did not break cleanly.

He carries the choice:
to turn deep inner wounds
into direct knowing.

When we meet the
wound with awareness,
it stops repeating itself in silence.
It becomes a doorway.
A way back to ourselves.

But the responsibility is ours.
To end the transmission.
To choose healing
instead of inheritance.

And that choice can be lonely.
It can feel like exile
inside your own system,
inside your own bloodline.

Still—
someone must become the chain-breaker.

Bearing the lightning. Becoming the constellation.
Offering a new blueprint to those who come next.

In myth, it is Zeus — wielder of the lightning bolt,
both control and catalyst—
who releases Chiron by placing him among the stars.

The pain isn’t erased. It is elevated.
Rewritten as meaning.

Chiron becomes Sagittarius—
the wound no longer hidden,
but illuminated,
mapped across
the sky.

This work is that
moment.
The lightning bolt—
the rupture that
awakens,
the force that ends
what can no longer
continue.

Surrounded by a constellation of stars,
it echoes Chiron’s ascent and marks the choice to become visible,
to choose consciousness over repetition.

[Smiley Toni w/ the Curls🚬 @HippyHawking]

“mgk has fans?!”

On the contrary, @machinegunkelly has EST. xx

[diva.com ꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ @taur0o]

do you love this shit? are you high rn? do you ever get nervous?

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a cuddly pup and some reading

~the thoughts I think
and the thoughts i’ve thunk
are not the same thing~

highly recommend the ‘Magic of I.’ astrological planner for the upcoming year, here’s a look into what it’s about.

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@machinegunkelly anotha day, anotha rose for you… but this time a 🐱

Sending a helping hand to help you recover. Hope you feel better soon. ☮️💟

[ꪆৎ @fairiehaze]

he has cute black gloves

[Kirst xx @_shawnsqueen]

UMMMM SIR ARE YOU OKAY???? @machinegunkelly 🥺🥺😢☹️

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@_onlyonyxx My fav one 💟 hehe

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I’m here for you and I love you @MODSUN ☮️💟

https://t.co/Ese98mhLpf

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@sw4210jc @mgkati_xx 😂😂😂