CallMeCuzzy

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Actually feel like I’m worth nothing!!! This no more weed smoke! Got me thinking inside a box

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

I’m a trying father…try harder niggga! You ain’t worth shit

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

The urge to give up! Is so strong !!! But I need to win for my kids !! For my self !! I’m gonna win! Even if I dead ! Like all the legends !!!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Man went carnival ! Didnt drink a drop of alcohol, and didn’t hold a whine either!

never doing that again!

Let me not fabricate either ! I worked it from 8am -8pm, positioned at the front and didn’t hold a 1 whine 🤦‍♂️ tings were just preeing me sad day bro!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Baby mama just went CSA !!!! You’re sooo dumb!!! You’re gonna have to get a job now ! Coz boy!! I ain’t giving you shit anymore !! I can finally afford the trip I’ve been wanting to go on 😂😂😂 like man didn’t give her 5bills a month every month! Including your little bits !!!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

I’m looking around and nobody is about! Nobody! Somebody?? Anybody??….no body

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Next couple years gonna be a constant fight, why have I done this to my self ! 3 children 3 different women! I can’t honestly wait to become a millionaire desperately!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Treat my gun like pussy, the way I keep cocking!!

YUCK

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Please, stay.
Need you, I want you.
oh God,
Don’t, Take.
these beautiful things that I’ve got!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Wanna see my son soooo much! I feel fucking gay! Typical!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Only god know how’s scared I am ! Of not being a proper dad fam!!! The thought of not being able to provide! My life’s gonna completely change in 1 year! In Jesus name lord keep a place in heaven for me ! Coz I’m gonna die trying !

Breathe on me father lord!!!

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Bruv…I don’t hate who I’ve become. But I defo don’t like this space! Of having kids and not raising them! Furthermore I step into their house and it feels weird ! Got another coming in December ! She hates me ! Maybe I just pull out life insurance policies for the kids ! And 😵

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Ever had the urge to throw allllll your clothes away after getting bad news.

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

I heard love is like music, cah when it hits, you feel no pain. when someone treats you GOOD. I mean real good

Anything less will never make sense again

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

How does 1 balance 2 children, separate mothers. They both HATE each other!!! Make it make sense

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Suicidal thoughts and codiene, like lord just take me

[Everyday Mindfulness @MindfulEveryday]

“Instead of wondering when your next vacation is, maybe you set up a life you don’t need to escape from.” ~ Seth Godin
#mindfulness

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Ewwww deep it all coz of 1 bird ! Girls are telling me to book them in, in 20 days it’s der bday! Like im a prozzy!!! All coz 1 bird opened her mouth! Embarrassing or just shameful??

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

Fuck the US government !!! And fuck the Israeli govenrment ! These old fuckers need to get out !!!! Treat Israel how they treating Gaza!!! Nobody’s even gone Israel and seen how they treat where Jesus was born and raised !

[CallMeCuzzy @RushRealistOne]

I’m getting depressed because I’m not where I need to be, I’m having a son 🤦‍♂️ God make him a better man than me, make his journey cleaner than my own! I was 10 years old stealing sandwiches from Greggs! #NoDadStarmerBro we had to hustle. Had to rob people! Didn’t have a mum then2