My shyness has this exception where if someone is as shy/uncomfortable as I am or even more, I suddenly develop another personality that's extremely extroverted just to save the other person.
If you’re ever venting to me and I start talking about my own situation I promise I’m just trynna show you I can relate but I hate that I do that because it seems like I’m making it about myself, when I just want you to see I understand and why I understand 🤣.
I can’t afford to put myself in situations that bring out the worst in me anymore. it’s exhausting, draining. & requires way too much for me to recover from. I need calmness, stillness, & softness in my life. anything outside of that I simply do not have room for
I need you to stop putting too much pressure on yourself. You are doing enough, it cannot get more than that. Don’t stress too much. Whatever comes, comes and whatever goes, goes.
😭😭no ways life after varsity SUCKS, applying for jobs, getting rejected everyday, all this while being home and being driven crazy, how long am I supposed to keep this up for ?😭
I’ve decided that some things bring me peace when I don’t force them.. you communicate, I communicate.. you fill me in, I fill you in. You don’t, I don’t 🤷🏼♀️
And when you pray tonight.. pray for your cup to overflow. Do not limit your blessings by asking for less, you deserve abundance. Remember His plans are to prosper you.