for example I have a habit of sitting in the shower for a while it's peaceful it's the only place where I can just sit with myself alone without worrying about the world but I saw someone on tiktok call it depression and suddenly it feels invalid like I was just faking it.
“I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry …James…”
And if Sirius thought the ground was the lowest he could fall he was wrong. One name. A single word. Five letters. And Sirius is six feet under. Buried under the weight of his own guilt. His own anger. His own pain.