jujur i rather live in pain n quit corticosteroid sama immunosupresant kalo moon face sama acne steroid gak ilang-ilang gini, ngerusak muka gweh bngt ajg capek udh brp bulan gak mendingan jg dahh. bb gua makin hari makin turun, muka doang nambah bengkakkk
got a recap of all the things i did to keep me in somber blues emotion so i can mantain my weight pretending to be miserable, heart broken, sad n shit abt my last relationship. yesterday was the final, i feel dumb all of the sudden😭 i guess imma quit all of those BYE.
update: sampe sekarang males ngulik lagi😭 ditawarin jadi adm hotel buat ngisi kegiatan kosong selama nunggu, main nya di excel but, i just don't had enough energy doing those...
i had severe lost memories n short term memories rn due to brain damage, THIS SHITS HAPPENING FOR REAL ION remember sum of the skills i been picking up from the dirt😭 such as using 3D CAD, graphic vector or even excel from the last subject i studied AHAHAHA
@sapphicsfess JOGGING!! interval walking sama hiit. meskipun makan waktu lama kecuali hiit, cukup entertain buat manusia adhd yang gampang bosen ini, soalnya bisa dengerin endless playlist yang ditumpuk di liked song😭