When you have a lax attack in the middle of the night and you go back to bed and get comfy and then the lax kicks in again and you have to get up to go to the bathroom again but you REALLY don't want to get out of bed...
@tinyypetal Eat ice, drink a ton of water, and keep your self busy. (Clean, read, go for a walk, take a nap, draw, listen to music in ur room n dance or something just to stay distracted) A cold (ice cold) bath can help boost ur metabolism as well. Dont eat in front of Tv.
Restricting and over exercising (and sometimes cutting) is my way of punishing myself. I don't deserve nourishment. My body has plenty to live off of without having to eat food...
Will I ever get skinny??
I don't even know anymore 😪
I think something that non ED people sometimes don’t get is yes we can be obsessed with our weight, but it’s not for vanity or because we think being skinny is just so hot, it’s because somewhere along the way we equated weight to self worth and having control
Normal side of brain: “you should eat breakfast cause it’s good for you and then you’ll eat less later in the day”
ED side of brain: “if you eat breakfast that’s already giving up and you might as well just be a pig the rest of the day”
Me: