Saria Talaome-Angel

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

Had an interesting dream where I was myself but was the youngest in my family instead of the oldest. There was a lot of interesting things that occurred but it made me long for a return to that dream. :(

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

You say that I'm better, why don't I feel better?

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

I want to turn off. For a week. or more. I just wish I could....

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

And then hiding on an alt account that barely sees anything and knowing a lot of people won't see this anyway.....doesn't help does it? 😪

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

That feeling of needing to unload mentally, emotionally and not wanting to bother anyone....

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

It's been nearly 7 years since this was done by @JuneJenssen and it's still one of my favorites , if not the best one done.

https://t.co/5zHsaiGCcE

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

Boop! Hello!

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

"I support my friends" oh, really? So when I was needing support because i was deeply depressed, like I did to you, what did you do? oh, that's right: insulted me, removed me from a group and told me to leave you alone. Some "support" (no one that watches this twitter btw)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

Feeling broken, unwanted, and isolated again.

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

Talk to your friends. Talk to your family. Don't be the one to push them over the edge of a pit. Be there to help them gain their footing and push them in the right direction. It's their fight, but you can at least help a little. (24/24) #MentalHealthMatters

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

Again #MentalHealthMatters and it's important. Don't give up on your friends. Don't give up on your family. You'll do more harm than good. Whether that person goes to an extreme or not. You'll end up hurting them and yourself. (23/24)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

I tried. I really did. I tried hard. I'm keeping to my standards. I'm doing these new and crazy things. Yeah. Every now and then, I get down. But I don't linger. But with you? Now it's just anger. No sadness. So fuck you. (22/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

And when it all comes crashing down on you. When it all escapes because all you do is push back and away. Who's going to be there to help you? Who's going to be by your side? Not me. I'm moving forward. (21/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

When you ride the coattails of others that are more successful than you while us "peons" are doing it on our own, who's in the wrong here? Not me. I'm moving forward. (21/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

And when you ignore them, how many more people are you pushing away? When your own significant other thinks you're over-reacting, acting extremely by what you do, who here is in the wrong? It's not me. I'm moving forward. (20/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

And when all our friends, all our acquantences are sitting there telling you "No, he's improved and is a LOT better!" and you ignore that, you have to ask: who is in the wrong here? It's not me. I'm moving forward. (19/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

I tried to regain and maintain our friendship. But you're too busy clinging to the past to care. You're too busy to look at what I was and not what I am becoming. (18/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

And I sit back here, looking at the friends I gained. Looking at the one I lost and all I can think is: Fuck you Alli. I trusted you. I helped you. But you stopped caring at some point. "You're family to me" means "I don't actually give a damn." (17/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

I did that. I talked to my friend when they were down and out. When they were on the brink of suicide. But when it came to me? Again, they pushed me down the rabbit hole rather than pull me back from the ledge. They didn't save me. But others did. (16/??)

[Saria Talaome-Angel @Sarialinde]

The lesson is that if you care or have cared about someone, great or small. Family or friend. Then don't ignore them. Don't cut them out. Don't cut them down. If they're showing signs of #mentalhealth issues then please, please talk to them. You might just save them. (15/??)