Trix

i write because i want to •
life love death

[Trix @SatrixJustine]

It's really hard to manage my own emotion and I'm barely hanging on from the sudden switch from one extreme to the next

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I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay, okay?

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Everyday I daydream to remove myself from the pain but why is my life not one of them?

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oh how much i wanted to off myself right now. Why am i even struggling for a life i will leave eventually?

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maybe i really have an extreme case of fomo. Reason why i can never off myself even tho i am so done with this life and would just wait for natural disaster or whatever to take me lol

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I wanna be okay. Believe me, I want to, so badly.

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All life has ever given me is pain. So tell me, why do you want me to keep fighting for it?

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Hey heart, are u okay?

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finally remember my password here lol

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Finally got new ipad hehe

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My bio is nonexistent lol

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I want to buy a new tablet now

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Life is really not daijoubu

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Albeit all the pain, I still hope. And that pains me, kinda in a good-bad way

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My impulsive decisions seriously ><

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Will write here more :>

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Happy New Year!🥂

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i wanna bet on me to triumph this year ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

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It has been awhile hihi^^

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The BEAUTIFUL MV is literally BEAUTIFUL