Ever miss the bond you had with someone for so long, but realize you actually kinda hate the person they are now and haven’t had any real, meaningful memories with them in years? That’s a weird and deep kind of hurt.
@mattrife I’ve watched some of the BTS videos on your journey and I’m just so happy to see you finally have what you’ve earned. Just don’t grind too hard! Love you and will continue to follow. G bless (from someone also not really religious) 🥰
I am only quick witted and charismatic in an environment i feel safe in. And this is so fucking frustrating because i only make myself look like an idiot in front of people that were already judging me and I feel threatened by 🥲
@Theholisticpsyc To “sort things out” it’s over and done, an emotionally mature person would be able to recognize it’s best to mend and move on rather than open every can of worms
@Theholisticpsyc My mom is an EIP and it’s been so hard to deal with. I want to love her the way i did as a kid but she does not respect my boundaries, the fact that I’m an adult, and always chooses to play the blame game. Not to mention digging up the past and then getting mad when i dont want