@strawberry_15t Yep….almost 40, drink alcohol like a fish knowing it’ll kill me eventually….ive just gotten to the point where I don’t care anymore. Never been married no kids. Don’t have a whole lot to lose.
I guess now is a good time to give up on life….ending 1 job next week and starting another the following week. Barely getting by and having to take care of my mom who is in poor health. Really takes a toll on the ole mental state. Whiskey only helps so much.