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shoutout to the doctors for giving a bunch of supplies so my cuts dont get infected dont see how rhis will get me to stop but

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deadass what the fuck am I supposed to do after trying to kill my self like deadass I had no plan and now I’m just alive and I’m probs fucked because I can’t die because I feel to guilty now because I had to see my family’s reactions and that fucking sucks and everyone thinks I’m

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@NYCMayor good morning sir how are you

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god im just embarassing

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doing that thing where i avoid mirrors

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man

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yo mama joe mama 😂 budweister

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generational run of films recently

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i couldnt give one fuck if you think what i like or enjoy is problematic or weird i been doing weird shit since i was a kid

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i need my phone to shut up and never give me another notifcation again i dont care lalalalalala leave me alone

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id rather someone yell at me tell i fucking suck than pretend what i did just doesnt fucking matter and if your gonna pretend at least fucking pretend good

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i no longer give a fuck about having this ability who cares

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i wish i wasn't quiet introverted whatever i wish like i could start a conversation with someone and become their friend but i cant because my body literally just hurts when i try and then i just feel awful even if it went well

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not my fault fuck you

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ugh

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literally nothing to look foward to just things to dread in my future

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boys season 5 incredible so far my only complaint is that the trailer they gave spoiled so much like we knew they got out of the camp we easily could of known soilder boy wasnt gonna die like to much got spoiled bro

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the most humilating thing in my life is the fact my parents just did not teach me anything like i literally found out a week ago that your suppose to clean bedsheets every week motherfucking growing up it was like 4 times a year

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i literally just am not me around like everybody like i literally am the biggest faker to fake it to exist

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not even targetted i just dont want to talk to anybody through fucking text messages its the lowest form of socialisation ever

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i need my phone to shut up and never give me another notifcation again i dont care lalalalalala leave me alone