SCRUNGLE

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[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

It’s like I’ve been chemically engineered.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

It’s like I’m bread and your spirit is yeast, you caused me to bloom. But it was flat and there was nothing. No experience. No connection to source. Weak spiritually, and I’m sorry. You must get disappointed when that happens. I see now why you hate sin so much. Because of what it takes from us.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

Can you change meeeee, can you change meeeee, FROM THE MONSTER YOU MADEEEE MEEEEE

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

Just the lack of guidance by God is what really gets me. Like you really had no solutions to the problems you seemed to have with me at all.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

So it was my sin that cursed me to feel this way, and also crushed him. You know the cruel thing about the Bible and this grand, loving, Christian God? Disobey what it says, get completely and totally screwed over. It’s the nature of who I was created to be, and that’s the primary complaint of all who are convicted and spiritually put to death for their crimes. At least, I’m sure it’s pretty popular. That shit really cursed me and controlled my mind to do things I would have never done otherwise.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

To let me go isn’t an exception. It’s finally just leaving me alone for something I was never guilty of in the fucking first place. Liars

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I’m not that bad. Lord you really broke my heart, I might never come back 🤦‍♂️😭🤯

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I think in essence I’ve completely lost myself through the whole process. Like I’ve witnessed my soul being tormented in hell

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I know when anger comes with me all respect in me leaves my body and I just can’t help it.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

There’s no love left for me now, is there?

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I never did anything weird to any children. Or ever thought to. You’re all just fucking liars and bullshit and making things up just because I did some Google searches

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

How could you fucking do this to me!!!! You made me feel HORRIBLE!!!!!

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

Like after the way I had to fucking beg for things in life and the way that I felt inside my heart and my head that I couldn’t explain? And you treated me like shit for it? Straight murdered me? Used me and discarded me and disrespected me and fucking framed me? Fuck you!!!!

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

You really did me dirty I don’t care what anyone says you can’t do that to people that are sick

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I am just so completely and totally overwhelmed by it all. God you really hate me you made this world bad just for me 😭😭😭😭

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I think this was all done out of hate for a sick man. But you lied, I didn’t do anything weird to my son. I never did anything like that. You’re a liar and a thief.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

You know, maybe I’m just not a good man. Idk. I think I could have been. But someone really just didn’t like me enough to see to it that this happened to me. And I think the reasoning behind how this all originated was based on a lie, an assumption, some kind of half truth that they barely got away with. Sucks for me.

[SCRUNGLE @SCRUNGLE33]

I don’t really know what happened but I think there’s really something in my head that is causing these horrible repeated episodes of severe emotional pain and torment. I don’t know what’s happening to me. You can’t do this to people!!!!