nd guess what i missed that shit, i had two options upon purchase: a 2:30pm and a 4pm flight leaving atl, i bought the 2:30 one not in case of my lateness but theirs, delays n shi, ended up missing tf out that flight and the nice lady at the counter put me on the next flight
unlike the first time, i went from atl-dallas-hk-gz, first leg being a one way american airline tic i bought, btw aa sucks never flying w em again, but the gold was to undoubtedly make the first flight so i don’t miss the real flight — $1000 cathay pacific from dal to guangzhou
now second time around i wanted have that same feeling but it didn’t, to be fair during the trip it def felt good cuz i enjoy traveling sm, but after sitting on it it just felt like another day in the office, i wasn’t excited to see asians, i wasn’t excited to see chinese signs
questions “is she mixed” “is it a he or she” “is his hair real” “can i buy him” honestly it felt good knowing that almost every single human being i encountered thought my son was cute, i flew from atl-Istanbul-china the first time, 35 hours in total bc of delays, 35 hours of joy
twice now i have gone on 30hrs plus trips with my one and a half years old boyy, just me and him and a stroller, it felt unreal the first time one i wanted to feel that way jus because, two it was actually overwhelming by the compliments/curiosity i got from ppl they ask so many
my sex addiction getting worse now due to the instability of home life and the excessive traveling in the past few weeks, all i talk about on the phone is sex it don’t matter who i am talking to strictly females obviously
the end of the world, i know he will, loll im not crying or anything, he is so precious i can’t stop thinking about him, this is a beautiful world man, i had a beautiful life, i can end the pain now
i have so many things i wanna to say, so many more things i wanna do, but i know god just has different plans for me it’s all good, i have no regrets, im so so sad for my mom and dad, they love me, they really do, i hope my baby will finish what i can’t finish, love them till