I'm a Top, but I don't consider myself a Sadist. That might sound paradoxical given I love spanking, but I don't need to inflict pain to gain satisfaction from playing. If my partner wants a sore bum, I'm happy to provide it, but her joy not her pain is what really turns me on.
@PaddlesSpankin1 I discovered recently when my crush asked me if I have any fetishes that I don't actualy accept it. I accept that I love womens bottoms and spanking them but as someone who wants to bottom about 90% of the time, I can't shake the mindset that I'm weak for wanting to be topped