We’re going on vacation without Lainee this week & I’m really struggling with mom guilt. But every time we go to town and she throws a screaming fit in a store bc she wants to walk, or a toy, or just because honestly…I’m not saying I’m 100% guilt free.. but I’m saying it helps🤣
Today we were shopping & Austin was looking at clothes for Lainee. I quietly watched while he thoughtfully picked an outfit, found her size, & then walked over to the shoes & held the outfit up by them to see which pair matched. I just love watching him be the best girl dad🤍
I have to be away from Lainee 2-3 nights during the week while I’m at work & every shift is hard not being with her. I only go somewhere maybe once or twice a month without her while I’m not working and I always feel so guilty and miss her. I look forward to it, then hate it🥴
When I stay the night with my mom while Austin works nights, my kid is her kid. I know she hears the crying at 3 am and 6:40 am… come get your kid Heather🙄
I may have said this before but it’s so wild to me how Austin and I can get out of bed at the SAME time after both working the past few nights and I can be completely dressed (clothes, hair, teeth brushed, makeup) before he puts a shirt on. So I sit and wait on him for 20 mins😊
Lainee gets her shots today and I’m so sad🥺 Lord knows I’ve done idk how many IVs & shots for babies myself but it’s so much more sad when it’s your own 🥺🥺
I have this irrational fear in my head that if I constantly put bows on my little girls’ head, it’s going to make her hair fall out.😂 So we only wear bows on special occasions lol