Emerson Spark

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[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

nvm about yesterday i remembered it
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it was a crunchy toast that i left uneaten in fridge for a week. threw him in a trash today, feeling better now
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i dunno am i really that stupid or
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

lately i've been feeling sad
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feels like a distant memory. something that i've might forgotten, but it was very important and meaningful to me. is it just a period or something bigger? sometimes i'm scared of it
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i dunno maybe i'm just eh
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

there's nothing
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today i have nothing i wan to post. sorry, idk
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i dunno
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

random lore bullshit No5
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there's only 5 chapters left. Protocole 9, "End of the truth" and three final chapters with one character each. i hope it will not take really long to write them
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i dunno
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

8th chapter is out now
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it's called "final of fear". 7k words, 55k symbols. i dunno actually if do i like it, yet some moments in it was really good. finished yesterday. there's only one protocole left.
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i dunno damn
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

i'm sick
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after yesterday my throat hurts really bad. guess just caught a cold. trying to cure it, hope it'll go away till tomorrow
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i dunno there's nothing that i wanted to post
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

i'm done with shopping
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i bought a nice Jacket, fine camouflage pants, green boots and a t-shirt. everything's green actually. cz i love this color.
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i dunno i'm going to bed goodnight everyone
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

tomorrow
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tomorrow i'm going on shopping with my sister. wanna buy some clothes, yet i don't have any taste in those.
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i dunno i can't think of anything cz i want to eat something and i don't have any groceries
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

it was so hard today
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i was working inside the building, in a massive tent with so many workers. it was really hot outside AND inside. my head aches really bad after today's shift. hope it will get better till tmr
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i dunno i can't think of anything
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

randrom lore bullshit No4
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So excluding my main lore, i'm in process of making another project, called Brasselite (Brass elite). Steampunk fantasy story, i think. I didn't wrote much actually, yet i'm trying to
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i dunno someday i will post Brasselite
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

yesterday was good
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i did draw two silly arts that i like and also wrote much of content in the protocole 8 file. was feeling good actually. feeling fine
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i dunno the shit i'm even saying but it's just what i wanted to say yea
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

random lore bullshit No3
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Office of Ragnarök was actually a poor company, not like Bureau «Advent». Like, there was only four workers including the Boss. Yet, they were holding the powerful relic, Horn, the start of Ragnarök
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i dunno i liket writing it
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

writing protocole 8 is really hard
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i've got no ideas for dialogues at all. if i could, i would make it without dialogues completely, just actions. but it's not good, i cannot make a whole chapter without words from characters
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i dunno it's hard
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

random lore bullshit No2
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there's Four different "editions" of all my lore. at first, second edition was just a remake of first edition, just with different and better made characters. but now, at third edition, all of them seem js complicated
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i dunno
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

random lore bullshit No1
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i like the fact that Astra is real real bad. as a person. like, she's a main character, yet an absolute asshole. there's so much side-characters that's jsut like god's children, but here's Astra, the absolute dipshit
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i dunno
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

fuckign shti
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i forgot to post something yesterday. sorry. yet anyways i don't have something to actually say, so, how about a type of posts where i will be posting some random bs about my lore? it's not a question
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i dunno piggies
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

lately i've been thinking
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why do i even post all of this? for who? i don't know for sure. but, yk, sometimes i like to see even one random view on my post. it makes me feel like i'm doing something good
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i dunno what am i even saying
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

protocole 8, finale of fear
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i don't actually like the finale ones (3 of them). previous protocols was about humane problems and some shi. but finales are about chthonic assholes and bloody flesh environment
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i dunno i need to write them asap
maybe im stupih

[Emerson Spark @SeylorSeth]

clothing
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how do i even know what will fit my look? should i try everything i see? i want to know that my surrounding likes my clothing but i actually do not fucking know how to dress up as good as i can
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i dunno i want to look good to my family
maybe im stupih