June Goals:
50h focus (ik the bar is low but i'm recovering)
Fix sleep time (11:45-5)
Wake up early & 1h focus
Finish portfolio once for all; lock-in here
anki rebuild & revise it daily. (non-neg)
Fix emotional (meditate & journal); mental (take action & record progress)overload
worked on anki deck: 48mins
i'm not actually locked-in. 1000s of thoughts plus the excuses i make to myself are stopping me.
i need to remember any external circumstances can never be the excuse for you to not work on yourself.
June W1 Goals:
- finish anki deck rebuild (concepts only)
- finish portfolio project n2
- start v-replica project (~2h)
- write 1 mini article
- plan daily in google cal & post progress daily on x
~0 progress
i went for outing today, to the library (read: synchrodestiny) as I was so mentally exhausted from the family chaos.
thought of the day: for my sanity, and my career, i gotta move out in 3 months ANYHOW
watch me.
i've always told my mind that i'm scared of mountains.. but whenever i see these reels on ig of people visiting annapurna basecamp, i get such a STRONG urge to go there and feel like this is my home and it's calling me. it's so hard to explain how deeply i feel this.
the golden shadow is jung's most underrated concept. everyone talks about the dark shadow, the parts you repress. but you also repress your greatness. the qualities you admire in others and refuse to claim in yourself. most people I work with come to work on their darkness. but in reality they're blocked by an unconscious refusal to be as brilliant as they actually are.
I realised it, grieved it, took a pen and my diary and wrote everything down brainstormed a future plan envisioned where I see myself and spent hours planning. Completed 06 courses in 02 months- interned learned and paved my path. You have to do it. Realisation is only first step
This woman just shattered everything I thought I knew about quantum physics in 60 seconds 😱
"Quantum physics isn’t just science, it’s logical spirituality. You don’t attract what you want. You align with what you already are."
Every version of you already exists in the quantum field - The wealthy you, the happy you, the successful you.
"The quantum field doesn’t respond to begging. It responds to certainty."
Your most powerful tool is visualization.
‘Our minds don’t know the difference between imagination and reality.’
Time isn’t linear, you can pull your future into the now & re-code your past.
You are not a person inside the universe.
You ARE the universe experiencing itself through you.
"Go live like the miracle you are.”