You dont know this but i feel really like what everyone said was all a lie because here i am no one, literally no one has once checked on me. Especially because i was being difficult. Im sorry im difficult but i wish you didnt give up on me. Cause it proves a lot im useless
Here i am looking at a bowl of mac and cheese i made. There is so much to say how upset i am, how hurt i am, how unappreciated i feel. Were suppose to have shrimp Alfredo and mussels. But you decided to leave me again to go drink. And escape. I wonder if im still worth it.
I was right its too good to be true. It was all a show because you wouldnt have made me feel alone. Especially today! Especially when you asked me! You said you lied your fucking horrible!