I do a little something called intermittent feasting. It's where I eat a huge breakfast and then a massive lunch and then a big ass dinner. Then I go to sleep
My side of the story doesn't matter anymore. Life happened, I healed but most importantly I learned who deserves a seat at my table and who will never sit at it again.
I am 23 now
Yeahhhhh!
Whenever I miss someone who's not in my life anymore I just steal whatever hobby or character trait I liked about them and pursue that. Now my life is even fuller . I've lost nothing .