I don’t like going to the hospital because when my mum brought me there bc I was in crisis the guy assessing me made me feel awkward, and then when I was there for an od I told the the lady I liked her more than the guy and I’m so scared that she told him I said that 😓
It's so annoying to be scared of a depth you used to go to all the time just because you've been clean so long... I'm stuck with cat scratches now and I feel pathetic