yo guys, if youre still interested in me (pause) and wanna follow me on new Twitter, then heres my account 👍
i think i'll crosspost on both sites now and we'll see what happens i guess 🙃
yo
happy new year y'all :)
yes i am still alive for some reason lol
some achievements this year:
- survived
- lost 'only' 18kg
- moved into own apartment
new years resolutions:
- survive
- start freelancing career
- finally get adhd diagnosis for meds
- learn how to do makeup
since one of my new year resolutions is to become more mentally stable and use my time for useful things instead of doomscrolling all day i wont start tweeting here anymore and in general use twitter way less from now on. i'm active on bluesky tho so follow me there if you want���
recovery? great year? streaming frequently? pfffffffff on what drugs was i back then LMAO i need another 5 years of recovery from only 2024 now 💀
well i lost 22kg this year thats smth i achieved i guess.. and i hit the gym frequently again.. thats about it lol
[SCHEDULED TWEET FROM A YEAR AGO]
Hey Shazuki, I hope you had a great year. After your recovery in 2023, I really hope you started streaming frequently and didn't stop again because of anything. I hope your dream became true, or is on it's way to become true.
Happy new year mf
[SCHEDULED TWEET FROM A YEAR AGO]
Hey Shazuki, I hope you had a great year. After your recovery in 2023, I really hope you started streaming frequently and didn't stop again because of anything. I hope your dream became true, or is on it's way to become true.
Happy new year mf
Since it’s winter and sessional depression kicks HARD for a lot of us, please take things one step at a time and rest as much as you can, especially if you’re not feeling 100%. Things will get better 🖤
I am so sorry for what I said. I truly didn't realize how much meaning was behind the words I was saying. After talking with a lot of people I realize how ignorant I was. I need some time to think and reflect. Words don't express how bad I feel right now. I'm really so stupid. I'm very scared right now. I'll do my very best to do better.
For those of you wondering... I want to add context because I see people saying that I am unapologetic when I truly am. I apologized multiple times on stream.
Earlier I had a stream I'm not very proud of. A rap song was requested with some explicit lyrics with the soft version of the n word and people were telling me to sing along to the song. This started people saying racial jokes in the chat and I regrettably leaned into it and joking with everyone. I really thought it was fine without the hard R like in the song. I really don't mean to hurt anybody saying these things.
I know what I did was wrong. I should be more responsible with what I say.