one of eddie’s defining moments being being able to be vulnerable and emotional in front of buck ohmygod they’re really best friends for lifeeeeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
can i just say that buck is so strong for asking for help when he was at his worst. so strong and so brave and so different from a person who thought he’s gonna end up like Red. he knows he’s important. he’s grown so much he’s genuinely the most well-written character ever.
so this has to be at the beginning of the episode…and then buck can’t get the meds he’s become reliant on and that’s when he enters withdrawal and starts to look super sick…and that’s when eddie catches on that something’s really wrong
buck apologising to bobby and athena after he vomited up blood in their house in season 3 and then apologising to athena in the recent episode for taking up athena’s time babysitting him instead of focusing on herself and bobby :( my sweet boy
"i hear your SOS, your SOS"
"i will send out an army to find you in the middle of the darkness"
the 118 heard buck's SOS and they were the army to find him, bobby must be so proud :(
this is one of the absolute worst parts of addiction. the lack of trust and privacy that is forced upon you immediately. it’s necessary but it sucks so bad. it’s hard to watch but i do appreciate that they included this very real moment
buck apologising to athena for making her babysit him instead of mourning bobby, athena telling buck that bobby really loved him and buck telling athena that he thinks he understands bobby more than he did a year ago… just hit after hit man 💔