when someone doesn’t fully choose you, your gut feeling knows it before you’re ready to accept it. they’re just not that into you. they enjoy your time when it’s convenient, or lonely. instead choose the person who doesn’t make you question where you stand in their life.
You’re not mad at them. You’re mad at yourself. You’re resentful because deep down you know: you didn’t set boundaries. Or if you did, you didn’t follow through. You didn’t create consequences when they crossed the line. You felt used.
and suddenly i became the person who takes forever to reply, likes to be alone, will ghost you, doesn’t care about anything, and will not care if we fade away