gah kung sino man kayong mga demonyo kayo, wag niyong i-justify ang ginawa mg KILLER doon sa shooting incident kanina, MAY NAMATAY at NAMATAYAN NG ANAK AT MAGULANG,, FOCUS on the action, kasi di lahat ng depressed na tao pumapatay at may capacity na to kill another individual
tas ngayon ang galing niyo mang death threat? eh wala pala kayong pinagkaiba sa killer ng pumatay ng dalawang anak at ng dalawang magulang,, to whoever is reading this, grow up, you brain is not on life support sa ibang tao
i know that i shouldn't be like this yet here i am,,,
im scared of everything
im shivering like a cold could get me
my head hurts
my body aches
im tired, exhausted, burned out for no reason
i feel like dying
i feel like myself is fleeting from me.
this stomach, head and body ache is too much.
the moment i stop doing something, they're coming like ambushing me.
i know that I'm healthy, but what is this all of a sudden?
is my death near? haha then please don't prolong.
is it my fault to not expect anything?
is it my fault that i have this feeling?
why can't i just die?! FUCK THIS SHIT!
I WANT TO END IT ALL! FOR FUCK SAKE JUST TAKE END MY SUFFERING ALREADY!AAAAAAAA
why is it always like this?
why am i always getting the short end of the stick?!
FUCK! it's so frustrating!
why do I always need to beg for love? WHY?!
can't somebody just take me already?
i swear that I'm good.
tbh, I'm already at my wit's end but i want to be strong for my family and for my friends that supports me.
but it's so hard to keep this strong and smart person façade, my mind is screaming for help yet my pride won't let me.
i want to burn myself, I'm itching for pain.
It's my mother's birthday yet here i am drowning at my own emotions.
instead of being happy with them, I'm thinking about too many things.
fate really had to make it's way to make feel grounded, i can't be too happy, yet nothing prevents from being too sad.
love is not a one way road my friend, learn to love yourself too.
if you give her your time then find some for yourself too.
treat yourself some tasty foods too. play your favourite game. busy yourself with things that you love. if she's really for you, she'll always be there.