Unfortunately, I do want a provider. I do want a protector. I do want a leader. I do want a dominant man. I do want emotional maturity and effective communication. I do want mental stability. I do want to be spoiled. I do want self awareness. I do want clingy, obsessed and safe. I do want someone who chooses me every time. And nobody is going to make me feel bad for wanting those things in a partner.
Tired of pretending I’m “fine” with a man who won’t take me out, buy me flowers, or do the smallest things to show he cares. It’s not about the gifts — it’s the constant effort I’m giving that’s never returned. My peace is starting to matter more than this bare-minimum love. 😔
When I leave people alone, I genuinely think I’m giving them what they want. It’s no way you did what you did & expected me to believe you still wanted me around.