@catlovesjd_ Im avoiding music since last 10 months now cause before that every time I listen songs i used 2 feel depressed,sad I was bound by past i wannated to come out of it so I just stopped listening to em but recently after 19th Oct i started it again im miserable but im gonna stop it🤍
I don't want to forget them, I don't want to let them go, I don't want them to forget us. Dungjang will cease to exist with the passage of time, we will all forget, and I don't want that, I don't want
@luvrchen I won't be able to move on from em its just ill move ahead with my life keep loving em ill keep em alive in my memories but won't be able to believe in love anym cause after biggest heartbreak of my life i started believing in love cause of jd not anymcause nothing lasts 4ever🥀
@blbybly True im also trying to accept the fact that it's over inshort trying to move on they will always have special place in my heart i hope they find happiness in what they have decided to do in future jd 4ever in my heart❤️🩹 i hope ppl understand this sooner& respect jds decision
What if…?
Those two words have become the place where I live lately.
What if we hadn’t reached the end?
What if, instead of letting each other go, we had learned how to breathe away from all the noise, to find ourselves without losing each other in the process?
What if we had only needed a pause, not a goodbye?
Sometimes I imagine that we’re still there.
You chasing your dreams, me chasing mine,
but still walking in the same direction.
Watching you grow from up close, celebrating every little victory,
knowing that even if life took us down different paths,
at the end of the day, I would still have a place beside you.
What if we could have grown together
without losing who we were?
What if we had started over?
Maybe next year I would have gotten to know you all over again.
Maybe I would have discovered new parts of you,
new ways to love you,
new dreams we hadn’t even imagined yet.
Maybe we could have looked at each other again
without carrying the weight of everything that hurt us,
and chosen each other from a quieter, more honest place.
But we’ll never know.
And I think that’s what hurts the most.
Not knowing whether we were truly meant to end
or whether we simply gave up
before finding a way to stay.
I wonder how many times we could have said
“let’s try one more time”
instead of “goodbye.”
Because once, we shared the same dreams.
Once, we made plans around a “we”
that seemed far too big to simply disappear.
And now I have to accept that maybe, one day,
we’ll become two strangers who know far too much
about each other’s stories.
How strange it is to lose someone
who is still out there.
To know that you’re still growing, still dreaming,
that your life is moving forward…
and that I won’t be there to watch it from close by anymore.
Maybe someday we’ll stop asking why.
Maybe someday we’ll be able to remember all of this without it hurting.
But today, I can’t.
Today, I’m still living inside all of our “what ifs.”
What if we had waited a little longer?
What if we had been more patient?
What if we had chosen to stay?
What if there was still a version of us that could have worked?
What if, in another life,
we found each other a little earlier,
before we learned how to hurt one another,
and stayed long enough to learn how to love each other right?
Because the saddest part of losing you
isn’t simply that I lost you.
It’s never knowing whether, someday,
somewhere,
we could have found our way back to each other.
@jaideefans Bruhh damnn it must be so tuff for them to make that decision cause it's not easy to part ways with sum1 whom you spent fucking 5 years meeting every day sharing everything love,pain,happiness,tears,success etc now im crying they literally were in love for sure🥺🥺 i miss em sm💔