@arthur_brett5@l0n3k0@clippedszn Could I go to the masjid to learn?
There are some churches near me but they don't really seem open to the public, I have volunteered at a Sikh Gurdwara before, just helping in the kitchen and cleaning and it felt very welcoming.
@arthur_brett5@l0n3k0@clippedszn I think my issue is I was baptised Christian but we never really went to church so although technically I had been christened I never felt that connection that I saw other people have with religion so I just felt defective for not feeling it.
@arthur_brett5@l0n3k0@clippedszn how does one find god? people say it but I don't know how because I don't want to force it because then I feel like that's just fake and disrespectful? maybe some people are just too far gone
@arthur_brett5@l0n3k0@clippedszn Arabs and europeans tried to erase any links because it is a threat to their ideologies.
I believe that was the true purpose of them colonizing africa, not just for the resources but to hide the history like they did in egypt.
@arthur_brett5@l0n3k0@clippedszn I was joking about the powerful thing don't worry, I'm a pussy so I only tried to overdose so I guess it doesn't count.
But if I can tank 2 overdoses that should've killed me I realised I should just focus on living my life rather than forcing my death and when it comes it comes