‎⍟ joh

Professional yearner
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.
sileighty#smile

[flitzy @fflitzer]

this song gonna hit hard now

[͏b͏l͏a͏n͏c @dqveed]

she know she pretty too, look at how she swim.

[Resident Evil @RE_Games]

Take the Green Herb? 🌿🌿🌿

[aqua @aquaismissing]

almost 2 years later and this still hits...

[Hectoroz 🏴‍☠️ @hectoroz_]

Go faster

[Kungfuhavestyle / @KungfuHavestyle]

this is our peace options

[Mono @Monoshot_]

type of shit leon hands a 5’2 120lbs girl

[Hectoroz 🏴‍☠️ @hectoroz_]

me agains the world

[Dead Air @DeadlockAir]

Do your part 🫡

[MAGIKARP🦈💦 @UniteVids]

✨I don't care✨

[‎⍟ joh @SileightyFPS]

Deadlock making moves on my soul I stg.

[推しの服にいたやつ @kuribohsweater]

🚋

[Travis @TravCS]

Don't forget what we used to have

[rants ng mga pilipino tuwing alas diyes ng gabi @filo_rants]

is it really a filipino party if you’re not overwhelmed

[Tony Chau @SaskioLoL]

many of you have seen my tweets about duoing with my ex.

the amount of people in my DMs asking for updates is insane.

so here's the update.

we talked. not in game. actually talked.

3 hours on the phone.

the kind of conversation where you forget what time it is and suddenly it's 4am.

she saw everything. the tweets. the clip.

the one about her hands on the keyboard.

"i didn't know you still thought about me like that" she said.

honestly? i didn't either. not until i wrote it down.

something about putting it into words made it real.

we talked about why it fell apart the first time.

i always thought i had to choose. her or the grind.

like loving something meant abandoning everything else.

she told me she never asked me to quit.

just wanted to feel like we were on the same team.

i didn't get it back then.

thought she was asking me to choose.

she wasn't.

we both fucked up the first time.

i made her feel like she came second.

she made me feel like i had to choose.

neither of us said what we actually needed.

turns out we were both bad at saying what we actually meant.

too young to know that loving someone and chasing something don't have to compete.

so yeah. we're trying again.

not just duo. the whole thing.

i'm still me. the coaching isn't stopping.

the content isn't slowing down. the grind continues.

she's back in the lobby.

no promises. no pressure.

just seeing what happens when two people stop running from what worked.

we're older now. less ego. less need to be right.

just two people who finally grew up enough to try again.

study the Saskio & Rins way