I had a chance in life, and drank that chance away.
A future that was promising, and chose a life of pain.
I will suffer endlessly untill the day I die with no relief.
when hayao miyazaki said that true love was two people inspiring each other to live...recognizing just how hard living is, putting one foot in front of the other every day, how easy it is to lose our passion for it...... that's the real shit