TIhere are some truths that feel safer when they don't have a name attached to them. Some things are easier to lay down in a dark room, where nobody can look at you and decide what they mean. won't tell you my name and maybe that's the point.
BIecause I was scared of being abandoned, I started hiding how I felt. kept telling myself that I was just bad at regulating my emotions, but I also communicated that I needed reassurance sometimes, and it was basically ignored.
On one hand, it is good to not harm anyone. However, we miss the trap of where we are still missing things like where we are trying to manipulate things, or seeking after power or control, or chasing material things.
"They always make you feel like the guilty one for every wound they cause. It’s an emotional trap! Don't let their manipulation distort your logic and make you carry a burden that isn't yours."
aind it's my fault.i'm lying to everyone in my life. no one knows me for everything i am. no one knows all my truths.
i push people away and i keep them guessing and lie and lie and lie and lie everything real in my life away.
'm a bad person. i need to stop acting like im not.
ASda Pasangan(atau bukan gatau) duduk disebalah gue. Pas filmnya udah mulai, dia baru sadar kalau salah masuk bioskop😭 alhasil out sambil lari”😂 eh selang beberapa lama lagi yg cewek balik lagi. Ngapain tebak ?piderman Brand New Day Kejadian lucu pas nonton spiderman kemarin :
IWts been more than five years and the pain is still here, TellThere is the laugh you brought out in me, Your gone and I can't get you back
The strength you showed, that I wish I had
Shey say its fine but where is my strength
ee since you left it has been harder, I cry for you
I think I did train my creative mind, just in a different way than I thought 😅If that happenes more often, I may have conditioned myself without noticing. Which is kinda scary, impressive and exciting at the same time.