For me, jerking off standing up is a more lengthy process, but the result is even more rewarding, feeling my knees shake and having to keep myself upright adds to the intensity of the orgasm, you should try it sometime
And by "socially acceptable" I mean as in what the general population views as "normal". Like with the crossdressing example, I think I'd get my shit kicked in really quickly if I tried that in public where I live.
I don't know how to explain it exactly but sometimes I wish I was a girl. Not in the sense that I want to transition but I guess in a way that I could be feminine without feeling judged?
I think I just want to feel cute but in a way that's socially acceptable. Crossdressing was always something I've wanted to try in private since early high school.