when I was a teenager Ben used my dad’s offices to film some movie in Boston and I got to go the set one day and I remember he was out front so tall so depressed and smoking a cigarette in a suit and he shook my hand so firmly. I went home and touched my cookie like crazyyyyy.
Everyone is talking about how beautiful it is that he looks so remorseful and pained by his past actions, and here I am thinking he looks so fuckable because he's got the energy of a miserable wet dog